ohwell, my day started off fine till someone said something so heartbreaking. okae, my mood is seriously affected by it. called me sensitive or whatever, I'm just not feeling in place. I wish to just cry but I told myself not to. what the hell. I've been holding my tears since morning. I'm going Crazy already. its been long since I last felt such a Heavy Heart uh. who can save me? ): it is seriously very hurtful being so straightforward my dear friend. I dont know why you have to be like this, call it your character or whatsoever, but luckily I didnt lose my temper, I dont wish to spoil Karmen's mood as its her Birthday. I choose to remain silent. I'm glad I did that although its really very tiring. holding back my tears all the way from 9am till now its really tough, but what can I do? I dont even have the fcuking mood to study now, all the words you said are running through my mind Every Now&Then. how great man. I'm having Olevel in 4days' time&now I'm feeling so fcuking shitty. okae, lets drop that topic. its killing me. I'm not thinking too much, I know something couldnt be force. I'm just believing in Faith&Miracle, is that wrong?

no names will be mention, ask me if you want to know. if you know who I'm referring to, keep it to yourself yeah.

oh anyway, woke up at 6plus today, okae, its fcuking early, but well, for the sake of Karmen Lam. ahahaha. called Hweehan to wake her up. meet her on bus62&headed Kovan. as we wanted to give Karmen a surprise. but in the end, Nancy was late&everything didnt goes on as expected. but hope Karmen is happy. hahah. ohwell, Karmen is super high today. I dont know what happen. mayb because its her Birthday? hahah. well. back to school for Tty's lesson&its was alright. my name wasnt called for today uh, how great. lesson ended around 12plus. Nancy&Gaofei wanted to play Pool, so Erinna, Hweehan&I went along. separated around 2plus, went Aljunied mac to study but I'm so not in the freaking mood to study. okae, I can go&die already. went Hawker to eat&home around 5pm. napped for 2hours&now I really dont know what to do. sigh... &I want to say sorry to Hweehan for affecting her mood as well.

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change of Blog Song. (:

能感觉你手很暖和
能感觉你是特别的
当我的手被你牵着
在街头在风中放纵

随你到世界最尽头
随你上山去放烟火
当你唱着生日快乐
我感动你让我受宠

Chorus:
我不再 怕什么 躲什么
我只想知道你在想什么
请贴近我的心 贴近我的耳朵
听你轻轻的 轻轻的 轻轻的说
到底我是你的什么

我不再 怕什么 躲什么
我只想知道你爱不爱我
现在我安静的贴在你的胸口
等你说 听你说 说爱我

我肯定你是爱我的
我肯定你是认真的
你会爱我天长地久
这世界一直为我们祝贺

Chorus:
我不再 怕什么 躲什么
我只想知道你在想什么
请贴近我的心 贴近我的耳朵
听你轻轻的 轻轻的 轻轻的说
到底我是你的什么

说爱我(怕什么躲什么)
怕什么(我只想知道你爱不爱我)
现在我安静的贴在你的胸口
等你说 听你说 说爱我